Takoyaki

Don't really know since when I love to eat takoyaki. But I actually like the different flavor one, the Cheese Hotdog or ham one. lol

Isetan's Takoyaki. Yum Yum. Really nice one.
RM5 for 6 small ones during weekends.
I think it cost RM 5 for 3 small ones on weekdays

Pasar Malam's Takoyaki. Big big yum yum
RM3 for 3 big ones! (YUMS!)

The sauce and the mayonnaise and the dry-onion-look-like dry fish thing really sedap~

love love.

xoxo,
RE

ps: Wish I can go pasar malam every wednesday n.n

HAPPY 21st Suet Ling!

Siew Pao and "Siew" Heart

Happy week of Site Visit. Nice time in Seremban. Nice siew pao.

Saw some words Joshua wrote in Facebook status.

"Every start of the semester we each have many stones in our hearts. So that's why we feel the pressure. Gradually we let go of these stones with the tasks we are done with. 那还有多少石头在心里呢？"

I "liked" this in fb. and i really like this. Emotions really ran wild these days. Emo, happy, lonesome, self-isolated, rebellious, and the list goes on.
Thinking of someone making me couldn't really breath well sometimes.

Another someone who never really trust me, what ever I did was really always opposing to his wills, and he'll just non stop blaming me without really understanding, makes me feel like running away.

But another someone who always gives me love, although will scold me once in a while which I know she's just worrying about me, makes my heart feels so so warm.

To the first someone, speechless. To be honest to others, I have to be dishonest to myself.

To the second someone, I know you worry and I've apologize for things that I know I've made you worry, I couldn't really do anything as, I don't really have any choice? Please understand. T.T (/) I've already tried my best to change myself sometimes. I'm sorry in anyway I can to everything that I've did wrongly.

To the third someone, really thank you. Which I could have nothing in return except trying my best to be a better someone.


Sorry for the emo post. But I really couldn't control myself right now for being this way right now.

sigh.

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F.T Island - Don't Love (Sarang Haji Mayo)

I have to leave, I have to hurry and leave
Affection will soon turn to tears
So that I can’t see the one I left behind
I have to hurry a bit more and leave
She is crying, the love that I leave
The overwhelming sadness is flowing
It is so difficult to take a step
With her back to me
She stands, crying

Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong.
It hurts a thousand times more

I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know if I look for you I won’t see you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you

Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong.
It hurts a thousand times more

Just once, one more time, can’t we try it?
Can’t we?
I cry out like an idiot to myself

Don’t ever love
It hurts enough to die
You will cry every day
I told myself that when love comes again
that it would be easier and that it would last
But I was wrong. Not for my love
Not for me

xoxo,
RE

ps: I'm okay. Need to go shopping and spend til I drop

Tofu - Oyako

Actually I don't really understand why I like Tofu Oyako so much. Love at first sight. Maybe I just love their smile that look bitter. @-@

Don't you think they look so cute?~

bitter smile big tofu and small tofu.

Even the devil tofu have some kind of bitter smile. @.@

So lovely. Full of love~

So cute T_T

Singing rock with bitter smile. haha.

"good ghost die" cute O.O

I have a set of this. hehe1. Bought from B.U.M. City

Don't know will my head become square after few more years or not. hahahahaha.

Sometimes feel like I'm so lost. Couldn't do things well enough to reach my own expectation, couldn't lead well. Couldn't really breathe rightly. But I couldn't scream, couldn't tell, wouldn't tell. I think all I can do is smile, bitterly. haha. Wouldn't like to burden others so much. And i don't think I'm that unlucky or so what. Just that I'm giving myself pressure.

Will still try to do my best. :) :) :)

xoxo,
RE

p/s: will be quite busy in the later days.

Thunder

FT Island - 천둥

눈물이 비가 되었고
내 울음이 천둥이 되어
가슴을 무너뜨리고 가나봐
가지마 제발 떠나지마
마음이 미친듯이 외쳐봐도
이제는 듣지 못할 사람..
하늘아 제발 그 사람 가는 길 힘들지 않도록
혹시나 그 이름을 실수라도 부르지 않도록
사랑아 어떻게든 그 사람 보내주어야 한다
그게 누가 봐도 멋진 남자니까..
한숨은 바람이 되어
추억까지 흩트려놓고
제 자릴 찾으려 해도 잘 안돼
사랑해 그대를 사랑해
입술이 지금까지 숨겨왔던
다시는 하지 못 할 그 말..
하늘아 제발 그 사람 가는 길 힘들지 않도록
혹시나 그 이름을 실수라도 부르지 않도록
사랑아 어떻게든 그 사람 보내주어야 한다
그게 누가 봐도 멋진 남자니까..

가슴이 메어져도..
하늘아 제발 그 사람 가는 길 힘들지 않도록
혹시나 그 이름을 실수라도 부르지 않도록
영원히 지켜준다던 약속 못 지킬것만 같다
부디 좋은 사람 만나 행복해 줘... 

"Thunder" romanization

Nunmuri biga doeokgo noui urumi chondungi doeo
gasumul muno tturigo ganabwa
gajima jebal ttonajima mami michindushi
wechyobwado ijenun dudjimothe sara

Hanura jebal gusaram ganungil himdulji anhdorog
hogshina gu irumul shilsurado buruji anhdorog
saranga ottohgedun gu saram bone juoya handa
guge nuga bwado modjin namjanikka

Hansumun barami doeo chuogkkaji huthuryo nohgo
jejaril chajuryo hedo jarandwe
saranghe guderul saranghe ibsuri jigumkkaji
sumgyowatdon dashinun haji mothal gumal

Hanura jebal gusaram ganungil himdulji anhdorog
hogshina gu irumul shilsurado buruji anhdorog
saranga ottohgedun gusaram bone juoya handa
guge nuga bwado modjin namjanikka

Gasumi meojyodo

Hanura jebal gusaram ganungil himdulji anhdorog
hogshina gu irumul shilsurado buruji anhdorog
yongwonhi jikhyojundadon yagsog mothjikhilgodman gatha
budi johun saram manna hengboghejwo


"Thunder" [English translation]

Inside my tears become the rain
And my cry becomes this thunder
And they shatter my heart
"Don't leave, please don't go leaving me"
Even when my heart screams out like crazy
You can no longer hear me



Oh sky, please don't block her path
Please don't let me call her name by mistake
Oh the love, you must somehow let that person go
Because that's a man must do

My sigh becomes the wind and it sweeps away our memories
Even when I try to return to my place, I can't
"I love you, oh I love you"
The words that my lips have been hiding
Are the words I can no longer say

Oh sky, please don't block her path
Please don't let me call her name by mistake
Oh the love, you must somehow let that person go
Because that's a man must do

Even if my heart shatters..

Oh sky, please don't block her path
Please don't let me call her name by mistake
The promise that I'd protect her forever
I don't think I can keep it
Please meet someone good and be happy

F.T. Island 雷

眼泪成了雨  我的哭泣成了雷
心脏像是要被击溃一般
不要走  千万不要离开
]即使我心里疯狂的大声呼喊
现在也已经听不到了的那个人

上天啊 请千万让那个人一路顺利
即便不小心也不要错叫出那个名字
爱情啊 不论如何 也都必须要送走那个人
因为这在谁看来都是帅气的男人

呼吸成为了风  把回忆都吹散了
甚至都无法找回原位
我爱你  我爱你
直到现在为止都藏在嘴里的
无法再说出的那句话

上天啊 请千万让那个人一路顺利
即便不小心也不要错叫出那个名字
爱情啊 不论如何 也都必须要送走那个人
因为这在谁看来都是帅气的男人
即使心脏都快要破裂

上天啊 请千万让那个人一路顺利
即便不小心也不要错叫出那个名字
曾经说要永远守护的约定好象无法遵守了
请千万要遇到好人  过的幸福 

Star-struck the last week. Still living in the drama.
But then, these two days over the weekends were quite bad.
Design not right. and the Malay house thing. :'(
So long I've disconnected using my phone. Seldom reply, seldom sms, seldom call.
Suddenly yesterday night I have to contact 20 persons at once. @.@
Feel lucky to have knew their songs.  
Feeling so much better by listening to their songs. :)

I have to and will do my best. gayao! Get things right!

gayao FRE!

xoxo,
RE

ps: thanks dad n mom

原来是美男阿！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！

有人说过：拍戏的人是傻子，看戏的人是疯子。
我想，我是超级疯子。wuuuuu~ T.T.T.T.T.T

原来是美男。我真得快疯了！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！中毒了啦。


我一天里煲了12集。 O.O!! 真得爱上他们了。睡前在想着他们，睡醒也在想着他们。

JEREMY! - 李弘基

他超级可爱。T.T 好想念。wuuuuuu~

黄泰京-张根锡

他超级帅、酷的。另一面又好可爱！wuuuuuuuu~~

姜新禹-郑勇华

他超有型的、内心又很温柔。啊啊啊啊啊。我熔了。。。

高美男/美女-朴信惠

第一女主角。傻呼呼的。又很可爱。T.T

还有他-猪兔子

好可爱啊！


love love~

A.N.Jell~~

这个学期的开始，竟然把自己陷入了戏梦里。wuuuuu~ 谁来拉回我出来啊？！aaaaaaaaa

疯了啦！T.T

101 in 365

I remembered YinSun did one last year, and I feel like doing what she had did. I think it's hard to complete this list, so let me take some time (: And I took many of Yin Sun's ideas too. really, out of ideas dah.

Nah, at last finished the list. A lot more to do. wow. lol. erm. Yin Sun's one was 101 in 1001 day. It's quite hard for me to count 10o1 days, or can count me that I'm lazy. ahha. so I made it in 365 days la. Resolutions for 2010. YEAH! gayao!

101 in 365

+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS
01. Go for morning walk with the folks twice a month? ( so little. hahaha )
02. celebrate family's birthday
03. secret gifts
04. Make desserts for family once a month. @.@
05. make a new friend, as in a real friend, not net friend.
06. try my best to go for gatherings and outings(it's hard when the semester is going on)
07. plan a farewell party for cy T_T
08. go for a movie with my family
09. behave myself well in front of my family and relatives
10. Go out for a date or two with someone I like? muahahha
11. Visit a cousin sister and her son one day. (most probably couldn't make it)
12. buy the MY FM pirated cny vcd or dvd for mom. hahaha
13. OH! 4/13 planned something romantic!
14. take photostickers with my family
15. give my girls big hugs whenever i see them
16. Seriously, learn to forgive and forget

+ CREATIVE & LEARN
17. learn swimming
18. learn japanese language
19. Drive!
20. learn one musical instrument
21. Take a photo a day for a year and make a book ( copied sun's )
22. make a super huge organizer calender and hang in my room
23. Bicycle =.=
24. make up!
26. Do more DIY and re-use some of my clothes
27. plant something or have a pet to train my responsibility O.O!
28. learn to sew a doll from the DIY book my sis bought =.="
29. aiyoh, do something creative la, no more idea. hahaha

+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL
30. Go on a backpack travel with a friend to another city like thailand?
31. then take train in the city and take pictures
32. Go to a beach and snorkeling again, make a big nice sand castle, send a letter in a bottle
33. Climb Broga Hill
34. Next, Sungai Lembing Mountain
35. hop on n off ride in KL with cy! Others wanna join also can!
36. Go to a theme park for extreme games to scream my lungs out
37. Travel to some other places other than what I have stated above =.=

+ ORGANIZE
38. tidy up my bed everyday
39. Re-design my room
40. keep my room tidy @.@
41. Wash the toilet twice a month
42. Keep my pc folders organized and free from virus!
43. print this list big big and stick in my room
44. Being late to class no more than 5 times per semester @.@
45. Eat fruits everyday

+ FOR MYSELF
46. buy a new phone
47. change myself
48. lose 4kg
49. no more losing wallets, IC, money, keys, water bottles, cards, phones, pen drive and much more stuffs!
50. no more drunk ≠ drink no more = drink less 量力而为
51. clear and change my wardrobe
52. finished the book of 3 kingdoms, 告白，have a little faith and 2 more other books
53. Buy 1 original CD and 1 original DVD to show supports to original market. (mou liu)
54. get and finish another puzzle
55. take good care of my body and skin and keep in shape
56. Get more piercings like what i planned before
57. make reading newspaper a habit
58. buy myself a new diary book

+ FOR OTHERS
59. Organized a basketball competition for fundraising for the unfortunates
60. Make nice nice cards for the important ones
61. Celebrate x'mas with orphans
62. go for terry fox run again
63. go for Relay for Life
64. Try my best to help up yueh and do more community services in Leo club. cannot waste life!
65. make konnyaku for moong. @.@ so long time dy
66. bring some chocolates to arch factory for my ex-colleagues
67. make a surprise for a friend
68. write letters or cards or postcards and mail it to friends
69. Tell a joke a month to some friends
70. Mail valentine gifts for some special ones

+ FUN
71. go to prom night?
72. countdown for 2011
73. go to watch the annual national fireworks competition =D
74. go for a vacation with mua girls
75. go for at least 1 movie per month
76. take photostickers again
77. go to fruit farms for fruit pickings
78. Go for go go cart
79. Go paint ball
80. Go for archery!
81. Ice/roller skating
82. 4 movies continuously
83. clear all 3 stages in time crisis 2 =.= (OUT)
84. buy at least 1 piece of clothes per month! fun! haha
85. Have a pajama party this year?
86. Go to meet up with an artist, either a concert or a small album release ceremony!
87. Go to try the Pandan Jaya's ramly burger @.@

+ STUDIES & MONEY
88. Use zero cents of my angpow money this year!
89. Save at least 80rm every month
90. Not cry over stressful assignments more than 1 time per semester. (=.=")
91. No more simply do my portfolio like what I did for autocad last semester =.=
92. Take part in any competition in college @.@
93. make nicer models than the previous semesters!
94. get another part time job in the end of the year
95. go to the bank for bank in every 3 months!
96. make a notebook myself to note down stuffs to do during the semesters
97. win some money during chinese new year @.@!!
98. Score well in design @.@!! super hard
99. Stick to a budget every month
100. record down where has all my money spent
101. At the end of the 1001 days, put aside rm25 in savings for each task completed.

I love elephants

1/1/10

nice numbers. :)

back from A Famosa. Had a nice trip. 1st time countdown with my family. And watch fireworks so near, as near as it's just in front of me! Another new year. Everyone is wishing everyone happy new year. Sometimes I was thinking, will it really work? If more people wish you in one year, will you get a better, happier year ahead than the other people who get lesser, better than the other years that you got lesser too? Hahaha.

I do really hope the elephants will really bring me happiness through out this whole new year. haha (: Started to love elephants like you did, Julia! love love love~

I was thinking why I wanted to go out voluntarily when i was waiting a side. @.@ Princess Elephant =.=" 1st show, 1st girl.

Made friends with the elephant.
I love elephants!

Even the elephants trainers recognized me. He smiled to me when I met him at the entrance when I was going back.

I missed her T.T

and the others too!

xoxo, and missing you elephants!
RE

大象是人类的友好使者，它健劲有力，温顺可爱，是英勇、尊贵、吉祥、幸福的象征。我会向你学习的，除了我还要减一点点肥。嘿嘿...