Thursday, May 31, 2012

为什么爸妈会这么疼我?:o

Thursday, May 17, 2012

*Add-ons to Anne Frank Post

Oh! I wanna go to Holland, to the Secret Annex, the house, to feel them, their 2 years life inside.
And I wanna go to Germany, Berlin, to the Jewish Museum, to feel the sorrow and rages of the Jews during the world war II time. The unfair treatment. Just because they were Jews, they are meant to be treated differently, meant to be sent for deportation and die, just like that.

I wanna feel the peace out of all these. Just . peace.

Anne Frank

I just finished reading "Anne Frank - The Diary of A Young Girl". After so long, the first book I've really finish reading after the book of "Kite Runner" bout 2 + years ago. I did read a Chinese Book - 告白 in between which is a good one as well, introduced by my sis.

Yeah, I'm gonna read more books after this.

Anne Frank-The Diary of a Young Girl. I don't really know what to say about the book. I admitted that at first I thought that the book was rather boring. But through the pages, we can really see the self development of Anne Frank from a young girl to a young lady, a young woman.

The the contradicts within one selves, when they were trapped inside a house, the secret annex for 2 years. I was near to tears for the ending of the story. As the whole family, both of the Frank and Van Daan family has been captured and torn apart. Otto Frank wasn't dead as early as his family until 1980. His wife and daughters died in 1945. Yea I'm not gonna write bout history yeah?

Anne was a very ambitious lady. I guess if she was alive she might be another aung sung su khi? Standing out for her race and nation. The Jews? But her ambition and goal was to become a journalists. She actually made it. The book did write: Anne wished she could stay living after her death, and she did make it as her diary and stories were transcribed by her father, and published over millions of copies. From the year she died, 1945, to 2012, 67 years, I am now, here writing about you, Anne.

I'm living a very comfortable life here now everyday. I couldn't imagine what kind and how much of courage do I need to face the same situation if I was Anne by that time. Yet we all still complaints much about life everyday. Hell yeah. I complains a lot.

I wanna go for a holiday, but I find no companion.

I wanna go for a nice shopping, but find it hot outside.

I wanna eat BBQ plaza, but my friend wanna eat shabu shabu and then I lost my mood to go out and eat.

I got a lot of things to do at home. Ok. I'll finish them then only I go out to have fun.

Drama time.

Monday, May 14, 2012

离你而去的背影带了多少悲伤你永远不会懂..

Sunday, May 13, 2012

缺了一块的心

做了人生的第三次不可原谅的决定。心里不禁在哭泣。在割断一段感情的时候,也狠狠地往自己心里割了一刀。心里不禁缺了一块。该怎么补回。

这一年里,许多喜怒哀乐。爱。喜欢。十分。只是。当认清了自己,肯定了自己,未来,要的并不是这样,就算有多痛,还是下了决心去断了它。

之前不断地给朋友们加油,说有朋友也足够了。可是无论朋友给了多少支持,心里还是很空虚。朋友说,我只是不习惯,不习惯把习惯戒掉。哭泣了很久。曾经心里想把一切挽回,可是得看得更远。是不可能回头了,不可以回头。

讨厌自己。以后都不可以再陷入感情里。至少认清了自己后才可以。他很生气我,尽说了许多气话。无论多过分我都可以接受。毕竟我也说了许多伤害他的话。

对不起。T.T 心里很痛。还是只可以说抱歉。谢谢你这一年给我的一点一滴。

心里缺了的一块,要怎么几时才补得回。。。

拥有就是失去的开始, 我清楚明白。-我不可能爱你-

Friday, May 4, 2012

谢谢

在忙碌的生活中,看到身边的事物,还是很多。感想也很多。近期心情很不好,很像快崩溃了。可是知道怎么都不可以放弃。功课已经把我压得很紧,常常都会很像放弃。一做到说到狮会的东西,心情更是复杂。

可以看到父母都很疼惜我。最近的眼睛都很累,常常哭泣。妈妈早上买了一盒烧肉饭已经泪流满脸的吃;爸爸买了一排巧克力我也流泪了;很多很多东西。T.T

现在心情更是复杂。很抱歉爸妈和他,让你们担心了。我会继续长大的。对不起,也谢谢。

被误会及不被体谅的感觉真的很糟糕。

可爸妈给我的体谅与温暖给了我很大的力量。<3