The Bluest Monday

Side effect after a nice trip. Super down, super blue.

Symptoms came once I received Miss I's sms. Just forget about it. I won't mention it here. Super blue dah.

Then seeing Miss N doing photoshop on the things I did, I guess I'm giving them trouble instead of helping them.

I guess they feel sien to see me also. Working on that microstation in a super slow speed also =.=

The blue became light blue after I went to submit my stuffs. Called Mr. J and so co-incidently, he was coming to cheras from Puchong. He picked me up at BTS station to citywrite for printing, then to school to submit, then fetched me back to BTS station! So kind of him.

Then I was thinking, I want to do more good things, to the community, to the world. I feel blessed for today, the help of Mr. J really meant a lot to me. Really a lot.

When I went to the camp last weekend, the help julia and eddy and some other peoples had gave me, I felt very grateful and blessed as well... I wonder can I be so blessed all the time.

Knew my friend has been friend with a colleague, that I've came here for extra one week still gain no much friends. I think it's really my problem. @.@ sometimes I really one kind of isolating self person. =.= When all these thinkings go on, the blue-er I started to be.

@.@ Everyone actually left amoda before me. I knew they thought I still wanna work ot in the office. But haih, still felt @.@ omgg. not their fault also. Just that the blue-ness will spread.

Then no tom yam fried rice.

Then picked up a call from sh. I wonder is it a karma, if I have hurt others, I need to pay back by hearing the cryings of my loves one. Made me crying along. 3 years ago it was j, now it was sh. T.T I really hate guys, especially them who hurt them. They really couldn't figure out how much I hated them.

haih. blue until i couldn't breath. I wish I'm still climbing that mountain that I feel so hard to climb rather than feeling blue this way.

Had a nice meeting with Mr Seong today. My second idol from architecture world. He is 45 now. I don't know, how, or why, just felt that all the knowledge he had, all the words he said, were all golds, so valuable. or invaluable? He was damn right, we knew nothing, like moron.

Can see a lot of patterns inside the office. But I couldn't remember any right now.

Ciao. bye.

working eve

Domo and architecture

Well. The deeper the night goes, a bit gan jeong i started to feel. @@ lol. first day of work in an architecture firm. Really don't know how the world will go. Feel like it will go freakish. LOL.

Went to sing karaoke with SooHui this evening. not bad. lol. The old songs like 爱如潮水，不让我的眼泪陪我过夜，过火，kept playing in my head now.

圭贤，我的爱，version of 不让我的眼泪陪我过夜。

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