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lalalalalalala. symptoms of volcanic-in-deep-sleep-emotions still in sleep but not so deep, deep under the heart. (What am I writing? LOLS) So the heavy, with so much of stones. LOLS. I got very little problems only, actually, comparing to others. Just that lols, emotions.

wooohooooo. gayao. whatever~

gayao mates. :)




This face of this kid, really men-soothing-kan, meng-happy-kan, men-calm-kan. : D









Cih~ lcly look also looks so cute. (l).(l)

Maru and pups

Maru gave birth to 3 pups on wednesday 3/3/10. Unexpectedly. New life at home. I wasn't at home to witness it. T.T Maru feeding her pups. So motherly
The pups! so small! Not like hamsters at all. No fur. Like 3 cacing with legs. haha. So fragile feel.

We always go near the cage, and peep inside the cage that's covered with cloth. lol

No wonder Maru had been acting weird for few weeks.

Gomedeto Maru n Kuchi. hehe.




p/s: They really cheer me up a lot though. lol. Couldn't do everything well. Sigh. Sometimes I really wonder why only 1 semester difference, standard could be so different, our seniors can do so well. sigh. Really don't know why this sem, it seems so hard for me, @.@ gayao la.

RE

Too free to blog? (not really)


Suddenly feel like blogging some nonsense stuffs. lol. RE

My sis saw this in Kelantan and purposely snapped a pic to show me. haha.

Saw this one day on the road in front of my mom's car. RE car plate~~~ not WRE as in KL, but only RE. Saw another one the other day but couldn't snap a pic.

Haven't have a good chance to snap some nice pics of my new hamsters. So cute~ Kuchi n maru~

Missing U~

suddenly miss my tortoises so much.

Takoyaki

Don't really know since when I love to eat takoyaki. But I actually like the different flavor one, the Cheese Hotdog or ham one. lol

Isetan's Takoyaki. Yum Yum. Really nice one.
RM5 for 6 small ones during weekends.
I think it cost RM 5 for 3 small ones on weekdays

Pasar Malam's Takoyaki. Big big yum yum
RM3 for 3 big ones! (YUMS!)

The sauce and the mayonnaise and the dry-onion-look-like dry fish thing really sedap~

love love.

xoxo,
RE

ps: Wish I can go pasar malam every wednesday n.n

HAPPY 21st Suet Ling!

Siew Pao and "Siew" Heart

Happy week of Site Visit. Nice time in Seremban. Nice siew pao.

Saw some words Joshua wrote in Facebook status.

"Every start of the semester we each have many stones in our hearts. So that's why we feel the pressure. Gradually we let go of these stones with the tasks we are done with. 那还有多少石头在心里呢？"

I "liked" this in fb. and i really like this. Emotions really ran wild these days. Emo, happy, lonesome, self-isolated, rebellious, and the list goes on.
Thinking of someone making me couldn't really breath well sometimes.

Another someone who never really trust me, what ever I did was really always opposing to his wills, and he'll just non stop blaming me without really understanding, makes me feel like running away.

But another someone who always gives me love, although will scold me once in a while which I know she's just worrying about me, makes my heart feels so so warm.

To the first someone, speechless. To be honest to others, I have to be dishonest to myself.

To the second someone, I know you worry and I've apologize for things that I know I've made you worry, I couldn't really do anything as, I don't really have any choice? Please understand. T.T (/) I've already tried my best to change myself sometimes. I'm sorry in anyway I can to everything that I've did wrongly.

To the third someone, really thank you. Which I could have nothing in return except trying my best to be a better someone.


Sorry for the emo post. But I really couldn't control myself right now for being this way right now.

sigh.

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F.T Island - Don't Love (Sarang Haji Mayo)

I have to leave, I have to hurry and leave
Affection will soon turn to tears
So that I can’t see the one I left behind
I have to hurry a bit more and leave
She is crying, the love that I leave
The overwhelming sadness is flowing
It is so difficult to take a step
With her back to me
She stands, crying

Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong.
It hurts a thousand times more

I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know if I look for you I won’t see you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you

Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong.
It hurts a thousand times more

Just once, one more time, can’t we try it?
Can’t we?
I cry out like an idiot to myself

Don’t ever love
It hurts enough to die
You will cry every day
I told myself that when love comes again
that it would be easier and that it would last
But I was wrong. Not for my love
Not for me

xoxo,
RE

ps: I'm okay. Need to go shopping and spend til I drop

Tofu - Oyako

Actually I don't really understand why I like Tofu Oyako so much. Love at first sight. Maybe I just love their smile that look bitter. @-@

Don't you think they look so cute?~

bitter smile big tofu and small tofu.

Even the devil tofu have some kind of bitter smile. @.@

So lovely. Full of love~

So cute T_T

Singing rock with bitter smile. haha.

"good ghost die" cute O.O

I have a set of this. hehe1. Bought from B.U.M. City

Don't know will my head become square after few more years or not. hahahahaha.

Sometimes feel like I'm so lost. Couldn't do things well enough to reach my own expectation, couldn't lead well. Couldn't really breathe rightly. But I couldn't scream, couldn't tell, wouldn't tell. I think all I can do is smile, bitterly. haha. Wouldn't like to burden others so much. And i don't think I'm that unlucky or so what. Just that I'm giving myself pressure.

Will still try to do my best. :) :) :)

xoxo,
RE

p/s: will be quite busy in the later days.